After admitting that his "tears will never dry" Blake Fielder-Civil has not been granted compassionate leave from prison to attend Amy Winehouse's funeral which takes place today.
The former husband of Amy's is already being blamed for Amy's downfall, as it is believed he is the one that got her on to hard core drugs such as heroin.
Blake was hoping to get out of prison to say a final goodbye to his ex-wife but sources say Amy's dad Mitch is glad he won't be attending, as he doesn't want him anywhere near the family.
A source said:
"Mitch thinks it would be a complete insult for him to be there and if he really loved Amy, he wouldn't cause any more heartache by showing up. There is no way back for him with Blake. He absolutely hates his guts."However in attendance today will be best pal Kelly Osbourne, Celebrity Salon star and close friend Aislyne-Horgan Wallace, no word yet on Russell Brand and some of her other celebrity pals.
"He will always believe Blake is responsible for getting his daughter hooked on class A drugs which marked the beginnning of her self-destruction.
Speaking from his prison cell yesterday Blake (29) said he will never get over her death:
"I'm beyond inconsolable ... my tears won't dry. I will never ever again feel the love I felt for her. Everybody who knew me and knew Amy knew the depth of our love. I can't believe she's dead."Even Blake's current girlfriend, Sarah Aspin, who is also the mother of his child, revealed that Amy will always remain his soul mate.
"He is devastated and shattered. He just can't take it in that she's dead and he'll never see her again. Blake is the father of our son. But I saw him and Amy together and I know they were really in love and they were soulmates.
Blake's girlfriend and mother to his child, Sarah Aspin. |
"She always loved him and he always loved her - but it was just never going to work. Basically they couldn't live with each other and they could not live without each other. It is hard for me knowing he still loved her, but I do understand his feelings."Meanwhile, it has also been reported that Blake has been left out of Amy's £10 million will, with sources claiming the singer didn't want him to "have a penny" of her money.