Blake Fielder-Civil Says His Marriage To Amy Winehouse Was "Un-Healthy"

Amy Winehouse's ex-husband Blake Fielder-Civil has opened up about his violent and passionate relationship with the deceased singer.

The drug addict has recorded a new documentary from behind bars, accounting for his marriage with Amy. In the blunt feature Blake says their relationship was extremely un-healthy because of their drug addictions:

"We loved each other intensely and probably in a really unhealthy co-dependent way and we probably called it all sorts of things, passionate, fiery and whatever but sexually it was spot-on, I guess. You can’t have a relationship and be a heroin addict, you can’t. If you don’t have access to money you’re going out thieving and you’re going to be in jail half the time, it’s not a way to live. You can’t sustain love for each other when you’re constantly fighting over a bit of gear."

However Blake (32) has denied claims that he was responsible for the singer's downward spiral into drugs but admitted he was there the first time Amy took heroin.

"She took to it like a duck to water, the same as me. It is what it is for a reason, it’s an addictive thing and it makes you feel good. I can’t say how she felt but if it was anything like me then yes, she seemed to enjoy it."

Blake also revealed in Amy Winehouse: The Untold Story - to screen on Channel 5 on Thursday - what reall happened the night they were pictured with cuts and bruises and blood all over them.

"We had a mad argument, we was out of our nuts and I smashed a bottle and took a chunk out of myself. She just looked at me and out of fear or love or whatever it was and, out of some weird sense of loyalty, she did the same thing to herself. I was quite pissed off and I said ‘What the f**k’!"

Blake is currently serving 32 months in prison, for breaking into a house with a fake gun. He also says in the interview that Amy begged to see him the night before she died.

I wonder how Amy's parents will feel about this new documentary? Speaking in detail about her drug use and their abusive relationship will probably be horrible to watch.

Amy Winehouse's Ex Blake Not Attending Her Funeral Today

After admitting that his "tears will never dry" Blake Fielder-Civil has not been granted compassionate leave from prison to attend Amy Winehouse's funeral which takes place today.

The former husband of Amy's is already being blamed for Amy's downfall, as it is believed he is the one that got her on to hard core drugs such as heroin.

Blake was hoping to get out of prison to say a final goodbye to his ex-wife but sources say Amy's dad Mitch is glad he won't be attending, as he doesn't want him anywhere near the family.

A source said:

"Mitch thinks it would be a complete insult for him to be there and if he really loved Amy, he wouldn't cause any more heartache by showing up. There is no way back for him with Blake. He absolutely hates his guts."

"He will always believe Blake is responsible for getting his daughter hooked on class A drugs which marked the beginnning of her self-destruction.

However in attendance today will be best pal Kelly Osbourne, Celebrity Salon star and close friend Aislyne-Horgan Wallace, no word yet on Russell Brand and some of her other celebrity pals.

After a two year marriage consisting of violent fights, Amy and Blake called it quits in 2009. But the pair always maintained they were each other's soulmate.

Speaking from his prison cell yesterday Blake (29) said he will never get over her death:

"I'm beyond inconsolable ... my tears won't dry. I will never ever again feel the love I felt for her. Everybody who knew me and knew Amy knew the depth of our love. I can't believe she's dead."

Even Blake's current girlfriend, Sarah Aspin, who is also the mother of his child, revealed that Amy will always remain his soul mate.

"He is devastated and shattered. He just can't take it in that she's dead and he'll never see her again. Blake is the father of our son. But I saw him and Amy together and I know they were really in love and they were soulmates.

Blake's girlfriend and mother to his child, Sarah Aspin.

"She always loved him and he always loved her - but it was just never going to work. Basically they couldn't live with each other and they could not live without each other. It is hard for me knowing he still loved her, but I do understand his feelings."

Meanwhile, it has also been reported that Blake has been left out of Amy's £10 million will, with sources claiming the singer didn't want him to "have a penny" of her money.